There is Sh*t, Hard Places, and the Good In between!
Saturday, October 17, 2020
Saturday, December 24, 2016
30
Well I ain't shit! Lol, I have. Forgotten you my dear blog! I have to catch your up my life one day soon. But I can do a quick update.
1. I am older. I am almost a month from my dirty 30.😜X_X. I have actual made some changes and some back pedals but all and all. Life has been great. I had a little bit of a love of affair which was fun. I went to 3 different countries in 7 days. Hmmm good times!
1. I am older. I am almost a month from my dirty 30.😜X_X. I have actual made some changes and some back pedals but all and all. Life has been great. I had a little bit of a love of affair which was fun. I went to 3 different countries in 7 days. Hmmm good times!
Thursday, January 1, 2015
World Prout Assembly: You Are Too Arrogant!!
World Prout Assembly: You Are Too Arrogant!!
"Don't let anybody make you think that God chose America as his divine messianic force to be a sort of policeman for the whole world. God has a way of standing before the nations with judgment and it seems that I can hear God saying to America, 'You are too arrogant! If you don't change your ways, I will rise up and break the backbone of your power, and I will place it in the hands of a nation that doesn't even know my name!'"
A year ago I wrote about Chattanooga march for MLK day and how the crowd had an air of obligation.
However, this year I did not march for the first time in 3 years. At first I didn't have a problem with my decision, until I watched an Youtube video that complied some of MLK's infamous words, words that I as a child were not made to memorize and disgust. The quote above amazed me because it did not sound live the MLK I am accustomed too. This was one quote of the many I found chilling; because in its eloquence I felt the Rev. Martin L. King spoke prophetically.
"Don't let anybody make you think that God chose America as his divine messianic force to be a sort of policeman for the whole world. God has a way of standing before the nations with judgment and it seems that I can hear God saying to America, 'You are too arrogant! If you don't change your ways, I will rise up and break the backbone of your power, and I will place it in the hands of a nation that doesn't even know my name!'"
A year ago I wrote about Chattanooga march for MLK day and how the crowd had an air of obligation.
However, this year I did not march for the first time in 3 years. At first I didn't have a problem with my decision, until I watched an Youtube video that complied some of MLK's infamous words, words that I as a child were not made to memorize and disgust. The quote above amazed me because it did not sound live the MLK I am accustomed too. This was one quote of the many I found chilling; because in its eloquence I felt the Rev. Martin L. King spoke prophetically.
In New York, concrete jungle where dreams are made of...
Hello people,
I know I know I haven't wrote in awhile but I have been a little depressed with short bouts of motivation. After the moment of depression I was able to take wonderfully interesting trip to New York City with my job.
Upward took a very long trip in a very cold charter bus, 13 hours of immaturity and semi frost bite toes. One the first day we stopped in Heresy, PA. We went to Heresy park.
After, the park we completed the last leg of the journey and Arrive in New York (Alicia Keys voice). That song constantly played in my head has we toured the city. I was just amazed to see New York; I hate to sound a like a small town girl but to see a city often in relicated in CGI in the movies was surreal to me.
New York caused me to have a range of emotions that went form astunsingment, anguish, love, and hate. NYC is so big, even the sky seems higher than any of the cities I have every seen before. Also, NYC seems like it has been in a state of constant construction since its creation. Buildings are either being built or renovated and streets are being paved. I do not think there will every be a time were New York will be completed.
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
What's up! ( I guess I forgot to hit the publish button 2 years ago)
Just wanted to check in with my faithful few followers. Its been a long time since my last post.
What's going with me, well I'm still trying to get myself together (what's new). I don't think we ever stop making strides to becoming a better people; it's a daily struggle to the land of togetherness.
1)I have decided to go to school on line, but I haven't made my calls like I should.
2) The only decision that feels somewhat concert is to go natural, meaning hair-do.
3) Instead of getting closer to God, I feel further away from him.
4) I'm losing my job come September 1st. Have I started looking for a job nope because I'm trifling.
5) Finally (kind of), I have lost not a pound; I haven't been back to the gym in a very long time! Apparently 2011 isn't going to be my year if I keep acting a freaking donkey.
Side note: I know my body and health are not up to par because I just fell asleep at work again. Just terrible. I can feel my health getting worse. I have a lack of motivation. I feel like a disappointment to myself again because I haven't accomplished anything!
Basically I'm in loser status right now!
Boo.
2 YEARS AGAIN
It seems ever two years I am doing the same old bullshit! When will I stop the freaking madness already! Lord, I feel I'm full of crap. I have mad some changes but I still feel the same and different at the same time. What do I need to Do!?! I feel like I have to accomplish things now. Lord, am I going to do soon of something? Or am I suffering from impatience? Lord, I love you!
Lord, I need help because I have an addiction, and it is food. I really LOVE to eat. I don't think my issues are from a negative place. I wasn't raped or mistreated I LOVE food. I feel like my desire has control over me. Is that just an excuse?
I try not to have regrets, try to make myself feel better saying "no regret", but that just a lie. I do regret a lot of my chooses. I don't love my fat, I DO Love myself but I don't like my muffin top. I want to be able to run, jump, and be active without stereotypical fat girl problems. I know I will be even hotter when I down a few pounds.
So it's truth time, I want to be skinny, hot and sexy. I am 3 years from 30, is this that just wild? To think about being 3o. I hope to be out of Tennessee and I really want to go to back to school. So two years ago I wanted to make some things happen, but don't get me wrong I have accomplished a lot.
1) I'm not working from at converges anymore, Thank God! I'm working at a new job that I actually enjoy. It has it issues but I have I haven't had a panic attack in 4 months :).
2) I'm still doing photography, I kind of stopped for a while but God, has placed people in my life that has helped me reignite my passion again. I really love taking pictures at my church. God is so great because when I take pictures I get so many ideas. I would like to show my pictures at gallery, "the Power of Praise". I just love shooting people in the grips of praise!
3) thanks about it... Also, I am still healthy still no cancer. Thank you God. I haven't forgotten my promise. I know there is more to be proud of, just can think right now. God I thank you and I love you!
Lord, I need help because I have an addiction, and it is food. I really LOVE to eat. I don't think my issues are from a negative place. I wasn't raped or mistreated I LOVE food. I feel like my desire has control over me. Is that just an excuse?
I try not to have regrets, try to make myself feel better saying "no regret", but that just a lie. I do regret a lot of my chooses. I don't love my fat, I DO Love myself but I don't like my muffin top. I want to be able to run, jump, and be active without stereotypical fat girl problems. I know I will be even hotter when I down a few pounds.
So it's truth time, I want to be skinny, hot and sexy. I am 3 years from 30, is this that just wild? To think about being 3o. I hope to be out of Tennessee and I really want to go to back to school. So two years ago I wanted to make some things happen, but don't get me wrong I have accomplished a lot.
1) I'm not working from at converges anymore, Thank God! I'm working at a new job that I actually enjoy. It has it issues but I have I haven't had a panic attack in 4 months :).
2) I'm still doing photography, I kind of stopped for a while but God, has placed people in my life that has helped me reignite my passion again. I really love taking pictures at my church. God is so great because when I take pictures I get so many ideas. I would like to show my pictures at gallery, "the Power of Praise". I just love shooting people in the grips of praise!
3) thanks about it... Also, I am still healthy still no cancer. Thank you God. I haven't forgotten my promise. I know there is more to be proud of, just can think right now. God I thank you and I love you!
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