January 25th My 24th birthday!

This pic was taken after I passed out on the cough after dinner. I didn't remember falling asleep. I passed out fully clothed. Meaning I didn't even get the coat off. However, this pic I made it to the bed. I text an old friend, who didn't wish me happy birthday. Before I closed my eyes I realized I need to use the term friend loosely with him. Anyway, I won't dwell on his ass holeness ( its funny we remember the people we shouldn't care about!

This was earlier that morning. It was bright and beautiful start from my 24th birthday. I wasn't dreading the day anymore. I was looking forward to seeing my friends and continuing with my job and classes.

Just a pic of the highway to work> Late as hell!

Tumble Weed... in Chattanooga!

It's a Damn tumble weed! Really! I know i'm just different enough to find this interesting

March on MLK in Chattanooga,TN

Today Chattanooga, had its annual march down MLK boulevard. I have walked in it for the last three years. It was really nice, because of the sentiment was and the reverence for Martin Luther king. Anyway, I don't want sound ... I don't know like a don't care, i am quite ti contrary I care! Anyway, what i mean is Chattanooga seems to going through the motions. There is no singing or emotional moments.

Well, I just want to thank MLK and his predecessors for paving the way for every race, color, ethnicity, and religion for everything!

A Prayer for Haiti

Dear God,

I am praying for Haiti. I am praying for the people nothing more or less. Not asking you to forgive the sinners, I don't believe the destruction was meant to punish.

For what reason I do not know or care. Dear God I am just praying to you because your love is infinite and unconditional. I am praying people will stop their ignorant hate of a country they do not know and love, help, and pray for strangers in need.

Americans boast an air of superiority, yet if or when another tragedy (for those who forgotten that American isn't untouchable) should happen to us, please let the world not cast stones and call us wicked and help us out of the rubble.

Father God, I am new in my understanding of your ways, however, I am sincere in my praise.

Some of the images I found could easily be a family member.

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On another note, people don't open your mouth unless you have researched a proper comment

on something you know nothing about!!!

Because there are lot of people saying the most ignorant crap... be careful is all I have to say!

Up in the Air... The movie and in Chattanooga.

Up in the Air... The movie and in Chattanooga. I was ten minutes late for they movie because looking for parking spot was awful in downtown Chattanooga!! I finally found a spot on the very top of a parking garage. First i had to pass through Narina, it was beautiful!! I saw Asland and Mr.Tomness (missed spelled I know). Than to the top! Any way it was really beautiful sometimes I forget that about Chattanooga.

Last night I went to see Up in Air with George, ''the man'' Clooney (my nickname). Up in the Air was about a men who fired people for a living. He travelled all over the the United States 'letting people go' and living a life of seemingly happy self induced isolation. However, his world is rocked when Jessica, a slightly anal and rational 23 year old decides to revolutionize the business of down sizing. The old pro isn't convinced that firing people through the Internet is the most respectful thing do.

However, in this day and age facebooking a pink slip seems like a future possibility. The movie watches George Clooney's character peel the layers of self prescribe loneliness away. He takes chances and realizes he has been avoiding getting hurt. In the end he you want to see him happy but most of all you want him finally fill his back pack and live. One of my favorite quotes from the movie was, 'life is better with company'. Simple and so try!

A few words about...

This is just a very short blog about Justin Nozuka. He is basically amazing! These are a couple of pictures from his concert in Nashville's Mercy's lounge. He was incredible live, it actually made is album taste like ashes in my mouth.

Take a second... Think about it!

Take a second... Think about it!

Do we actually take a second to really think about anything? How
much time do you contemplate your existence?

A. all the time...

B. Why because I'm just going to die
eventually

C. Sometimes!

I don't want to sound foolish or anything, but I think about
often; because I think everyone wants to feel like their lives have a
purpose.

However, people search for it in different ways.

~Spiritual enlightenment

~Physical stimulation (wink wink)

~Substances of the earth or vine

Whatever! Yet we all want a purpose.

Now, If you are actually reading these and wondering what make
this different from any other life pondering blog out there? Well,
unfortunately
nothing that I know of (LOL). One thing I know is I am
becoming
happier about is
starting this blog! If one person reads
this I will be
happy, because
my voice actually reached
someone besides
myself.

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To my friends, if you read this....

To my haters, if you read this.......

Thank you!

I want to start living! There was this guy I had a crush on that
recently passed, and not to sound selfish or crazy his death really hit
me. My one minor possibly insignificant encounter resonating with
me.
This one meeting made me want to stop cowering
in
the
shadows of my own insecurities and start doing things
I
daydream
about.

Now if you know me I do that a lot. I think there is
something wrong with me, but I freaking love it.

However, the problem with day dreaming is even though it is
done in the day doesn't make it constructive. I'm still procrastinating on
potential happiness here people!

Anyway I took life for granted and just expected to him or other opportunities to be there when I lost a few more pounds, cut my hair, or got new cloths...

But time waits for no one!

Lastly (for now) I am not going to say I am changed for good because Its not that easy. We back slide and we have to reap those consequences of our laziness or other obstacles that lands in our way.

But at least I am trying!

~LOVE ALWAYS~

Sana Wynd