Take a second... Think about it!

Take a second... Think about it!

Do we actually take a second to really think about anything? How
much time do you contemplate your existence?

A. all the time...

B. Why because I'm just going to die
eventually

C. Sometimes!

I don't want to sound foolish or anything, but I think about
often; because I think everyone wants to feel like their lives have a
purpose.

However, people search for it in different ways.

~Spiritual enlightenment

~Physical stimulation (wink wink)

~Substances of the earth or vine

Whatever! Yet we all want a purpose.

Now, If you are actually reading these and wondering what make
this different from any other life pondering blog out there? Well,
unfortunately
nothing that I know of (LOL). One thing I know is I am
becoming
happier about is
starting this blog! If one person reads
this I will be
happy, because
my voice actually reached
someone besides
myself.

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To my friends, if you read this....

To my haters, if you read this.......

Thank you!

I want to start living! There was this guy I had a crush on that
recently passed, and not to sound selfish or crazy his death really hit
me. My one minor possibly insignificant encounter resonating with
me.
This one meeting made me want to stop cowering
in
the
shadows of my own insecurities and start doing things
I
daydream
about.

Now if you know me I do that a lot. I think there is
something wrong with me, but I freaking love it.

However, the problem with day dreaming is even though it is
done in the day doesn't make it constructive. I'm still procrastinating on
potential happiness here people!

Anyway I took life for granted and just expected to him or other opportunities to be there when I lost a few more pounds, cut my hair, or got new cloths...

But time waits for no one!

Lastly (for now) I am not going to say I am changed for good because Its not that easy. We back slide and we have to reap those consequences of our laziness or other obstacles that lands in our way.

But at least I am trying!

~LOVE ALWAYS~

Sana Wynd